Who would of thought that Lil Kim would be my savior today??? seriously though
....everyone on Twitter today is discussing the beef between Lil Kim and Nicki Minaj (#TeamLilKim by the way). So it motivated me to go back and listen to Kim's songs. Umm...hands down Kim wins. But it gave me a little "thug miss" attitude. Yes, in my bedroom, just saying "ugh" and grabbing my "balls." I don't have balls, but if I did man.
in-tee-waze (yep, say it out loud)
....A sound like "BOOM BOOM CRACK BOOM YA BOOM" all on my door. Like if the police were trying to kick in or a scorned baby mamma. Just my mother. Guess knocking and saying "open the door" wasn't enough. Of course from experience I know not to open the door. But wait till she has moved away just in case she's feeling physical (and not in a 80s pop song kind of way Olivia Newton John).
She goes ape shit. Says a whole bunch of things, breaks some stuff....yea, ape shit!
Used to it now. She has alzheimers. Sometimes they don't know how to vocalize how they feel. COuld be pent up tension/frustration from weeks. Could be she just got pissed she couldn't literally see me. Could be she heard me laugh and she's not laughing. Could be she remembered something that I did that actually she had every right to be pissed off. WHO KNOWS!
But.....THANKS TO LIL KIM....I was in thug mode. Didn't phaze one bit. Why? I had "No Time" a great song by her by the way.
oh.....last thing.....Black Friday, Lil Kim's response to Nicki Minaj was on point. No it doesn't have a in yo face beat, and no she is not speaking in different accents to get your attention. she's simply claiming her throne.
Monday, November 29, 2010
Sunday, November 28, 2010
in-tee-waze (anways)
I just typed a whole blog.
it was great (well I think it was).
I went ot publish it and poof be gone.
I don't think I can re type all of those random thoughts.
I hope to be blogging more often.
peace.
Follow me on twitter @veronicastorm
it was great (well I think it was).
I went ot publish it and poof be gone.
I don't think I can re type all of those random thoughts.
I hope to be blogging more often.
peace.
Follow me on twitter @veronicastorm
Thursday, February 25, 2010
Interesting
So......lets jump back in. I am going to make an attempt to blog more often. I always say, but this time I kind of mean it lol.
#UltimateFail Twitter is my new form of expression. Ridiculous. Notice the usage of the pound sign.
Randomly I tried to step my friendship rules up, and attempt to confront, release, comfort, help a friend. Well I guess she saw it coming from a mile away and backed her ass out of there. I just got tired of shaking my head at her, or explaining her to others or hell me staring at her like WTF?? But I now I am ok cuz that's where she is, and that is where she is comfortable. Not up to me to make change.
Update on mi mama, she is doing fantabulous. Not as many blow ups as before. She seems happier. She spent a week at my grandma's and came back cool. For some reason this trip helped her, was a vacay for her. Maybe next month she can go back for a week. But no like I missed her so much. I mean I really did. I don't know how she stomached living in that house alone for some many years (while I was in college). It wasn't that I was scared it just was too much and empty. My dog is back to normal by the way as well. His ass went into a depression while she was gone.
I wish my support group for alzheimers was back up and running. Will just have to find another. But I liked the people and the cookies.
No man. I realized this is my time to be single, and probably willl be single for a while. So I'm done trying to figure out MR.D or make excuses for newbie or entertain a date.
I have some great friends.
The Republican Party is in shambles. They need a PR person, or a life coach. Entertainment for me. When they speak so passionately against Obama all I can do is laugh. Like.....seriously.....calm down.
The book writing process has come to halt. I can't just write. Too worried about organization. Uhh........
Love all....kind of like I love a lot of people...who love me back....
#UltimateFail Twitter is my new form of expression. Ridiculous. Notice the usage of the pound sign.
Randomly I tried to step my friendship rules up, and attempt to confront, release, comfort, help a friend. Well I guess she saw it coming from a mile away and backed her ass out of there. I just got tired of shaking my head at her, or explaining her to others or hell me staring at her like WTF?? But I now I am ok cuz that's where she is, and that is where she is comfortable. Not up to me to make change.
Update on mi mama, she is doing fantabulous. Not as many blow ups as before. She seems happier. She spent a week at my grandma's and came back cool. For some reason this trip helped her, was a vacay for her. Maybe next month she can go back for a week. But no like I missed her so much. I mean I really did. I don't know how she stomached living in that house alone for some many years (while I was in college). It wasn't that I was scared it just was too much and empty. My dog is back to normal by the way as well. His ass went into a depression while she was gone.
I wish my support group for alzheimers was back up and running. Will just have to find another. But I liked the people and the cookies.
No man. I realized this is my time to be single, and probably willl be single for a while. So I'm done trying to figure out MR.D or make excuses for newbie or entertain a date.
I have some great friends.
The Republican Party is in shambles. They need a PR person, or a life coach. Entertainment for me. When they speak so passionately against Obama all I can do is laugh. Like.....seriously.....calm down.
The book writing process has come to halt. I can't just write. Too worried about organization. Uhh........
Love all....kind of like I love a lot of people...who love me back....
Saturday, January 30, 2010
Opinions As of Right Now
1. I'm not liking how the Houston social climate is changing.
2. I got dissed by a guy because I wasn't popular enough. So popular girls are awesome in his book.
3. My dog and I have better conversations than half of the men I meet. Did I mention my dog only barks and barely does that.
4. I am sick of Tiger Woods being raped in the media. He cheated on his wife. Who hasn't done that?
5. Man I own fake purses now. I feel better purchasing it. I feel like I am getting the man. It's funny how people treat me differently, like with status. Really funny when women inspect the bag, they determine it's real, then strike a conversation with me. Entertainment.
6. I don't want to meet another man. Seriously. I got my feelings hurt. Time for self love. And not in the sexual way for you dirty minds. I can't stand the getting to know you phase. Sick of telling my information, the uncomfortable dates, determing their ringtone..........
7. JAY LENO SUCKS!!!!!!!
8. I love Jimmy Fallon. His show is truly funny and creative. And the house band is The Roots. I actually laugh out loud not lol.
9. Why the fuck do I say lol all the time when I twit?
10. I refuse to participate in the All Star Activities. Hopefully I will be in New Orleans losing my mind, or here in Houston losing my mind...all I know is I need to lose my mind. All the folks will be out in Dallas.
11. If the Pants on the Ground man can get a record deal and a performance on the Grammys what the hell am I doing wrong?
GOODNIGHT
2. I got dissed by a guy because I wasn't popular enough. So popular girls are awesome in his book.
3. My dog and I have better conversations than half of the men I meet. Did I mention my dog only barks and barely does that.
4. I am sick of Tiger Woods being raped in the media. He cheated on his wife. Who hasn't done that?
5. Man I own fake purses now. I feel better purchasing it. I feel like I am getting the man. It's funny how people treat me differently, like with status. Really funny when women inspect the bag, they determine it's real, then strike a conversation with me. Entertainment.
6. I don't want to meet another man. Seriously. I got my feelings hurt. Time for self love. And not in the sexual way for you dirty minds. I can't stand the getting to know you phase. Sick of telling my information, the uncomfortable dates, determing their ringtone..........
7. JAY LENO SUCKS!!!!!!!
8. I love Jimmy Fallon. His show is truly funny and creative. And the house band is The Roots. I actually laugh out loud not lol.
9. Why the fuck do I say lol all the time when I twit?
10. I refuse to participate in the All Star Activities. Hopefully I will be in New Orleans losing my mind, or here in Houston losing my mind...all I know is I need to lose my mind. All the folks will be out in Dallas.
11. If the Pants on the Ground man can get a record deal and a performance on the Grammys what the hell am I doing wrong?
GOODNIGHT
Monday, January 25, 2010
long time, no blog
I haven't blogged in a minute, because sometimes it's too hard to let stuff out. Actually read it and see it. Easier to think about it, discuss with some friends, but never personally staring at it.
It hasn't been easy with my mom. Some days are good and some days are bad. Other days it's bad and good all in the same day. I have to admit I think this is making me stronger and a bit weaker in some areas. I have lost focus on goals and what I really want in life.
On a good note, I am recognizing the signs to let people stay and go in my life. I have learned the importance of self-reflection. I am learning patience and understanding. I realized my passion for reading and writing.
I plan to start blogging again for myself. I miss writing and talking to people and hearing folks opinions.
I must say I appreciate the people who are in my life and want to be in my life. That exculdes my family, blood family. I have totally avoided them, and pushed them out. They are not there for my mother, of which I can't respect nor understand (funny I say I've learned understanding).
But what a blessing it has been for the definition of family to change for me. My friends, my neighbors, my mother's friends, parents of the children I take care of, even my drunk god father has been a huge help!
So this week I am making changes to protect and enhance my life. I'm taking a step into taking chances and facing challenges head on! WHEW HOO!
Shoutouts to 2010!
It hasn't been easy with my mom. Some days are good and some days are bad. Other days it's bad and good all in the same day. I have to admit I think this is making me stronger and a bit weaker in some areas. I have lost focus on goals and what I really want in life.
On a good note, I am recognizing the signs to let people stay and go in my life. I have learned the importance of self-reflection. I am learning patience and understanding. I realized my passion for reading and writing.
I plan to start blogging again for myself. I miss writing and talking to people and hearing folks opinions.
I must say I appreciate the people who are in my life and want to be in my life. That exculdes my family, blood family. I have totally avoided them, and pushed them out. They are not there for my mother, of which I can't respect nor understand (funny I say I've learned understanding).
But what a blessing it has been for the definition of family to change for me. My friends, my neighbors, my mother's friends, parents of the children I take care of, even my drunk god father has been a huge help!
So this week I am making changes to protect and enhance my life. I'm taking a step into taking chances and facing challenges head on! WHEW HOO!
Shoutouts to 2010!
Friday, September 11, 2009
Can I say...
it is hard to take the steps to take someone seriously and have them take you seriously. I am currently feeling that urge to have this person all to myself. I haven't felt this in a minute. It's nice to feel comfortable about someone, and talk about them, trust them, learn about them, appreciate the little things. This phase I'm in is quite enjoyable. It just sucks when I don't get my way, or get my feelings hurt. It's straight personal. Even a yell out to my friends can't cure it. Ooooweee. So, we've been having more heart to hearts, more quality quality boo time. loves, it hates it, he has given me a nickname. It's Amber Lynn. I hate it but secretly smile when he says it.....
I lost a friend due to some straight fuckery and foolatry and drunkness and trickery. A friend of mine went off on me because I don't share the feelings he has for me, for him. Get off! Claimed I diss him. Dissing him would be using him, leading him on, not being honest. I have always told him how I feel, that I jsut wanted to be friends. During his drunken rant he said he has been trying to get at me for a year and a half. Anyone that knows me knows I make up my mind in like 5 minutes. Doesn't take a year to convince and I don't like being convinced. It hurts that I have lost a friend, that I got disrespected and no apology. So was he ever a friend? Was he just waiting for his opportunity all along? Damn dudes!!! ANd dudes say females are emotional????
I am still shocked how my family isn't doing anything for my mom. It's like she doesn't exist or they think she's this angel floating around in pure happy life and goodness.
I am addicted to twitter. Follw me @veronicastorm. I seriously wild out and sometimes have to PG 13 my ass
I love watching tv on my phone. No commercials. Especially no scary movie previews that give me nightmares.
Somehow I have got to stop spending my money. Like all of it.
I lost a friend due to some straight fuckery and foolatry and drunkness and trickery. A friend of mine went off on me because I don't share the feelings he has for me, for him. Get off! Claimed I diss him. Dissing him would be using him, leading him on, not being honest. I have always told him how I feel, that I jsut wanted to be friends. During his drunken rant he said he has been trying to get at me for a year and a half. Anyone that knows me knows I make up my mind in like 5 minutes. Doesn't take a year to convince and I don't like being convinced. It hurts that I have lost a friend, that I got disrespected and no apology. So was he ever a friend? Was he just waiting for his opportunity all along? Damn dudes!!! ANd dudes say females are emotional????
I am still shocked how my family isn't doing anything for my mom. It's like she doesn't exist or they think she's this angel floating around in pure happy life and goodness.
I am addicted to twitter. Follw me @veronicastorm. I seriously wild out and sometimes have to PG 13 my ass
I love watching tv on my phone. No commercials. Especially no scary movie previews that give me nightmares.
Somehow I have got to stop spending my money. Like all of it.
more punishments
It's crazy what is going on 2009.
Joe Wilson
You are a grown ass man. Why couldn't you control yourself during a damn Presidential speech? It was televised. This is in no way will help the Republican Party or prove if Obama is an actual "liar." PUNISHMENT: locked in room with Pookie and his friends
TOYA and NIVEA
So yall are best friends now, friendly associates because yall have the same passion for the same sperm?? Get it together. Why didn't yall invite Lauren London to the lovely picture? Or the young Asian stripper that has his son?? I am all for folks to get along, but at some point a line must be drawn. Toya, move on girl. You have a fine man on your side and a teenage daughter. Nivea is just trying to come back with a top 300 single
PUNISHMENT: Toya just needs a vacation. Nivea needs to covered in tar, covered in feathers and paraded thru the streets to be an example of supreme stupidity
Shakira
Yes you can belly dance. Yes you can belly dance. No one said you could do African tribal, pop locking, none of that. What the hell are you doing in this new music video. I understand the green paper is tempting, but how do you sell yourself like a 2 dollar imitation of Britney Spears??
PUNISHMENT: 150 hours of dance lessons from Boomkak, a severe spanking and a little elf to go in your pocket everytime you feel the need to dance to slap you!
Diddy
Watching your video called "Angels" and I only see you. Yes the two other "members" (backups) are in the video, but can you really separate them from the extras?? Maybe I should watch the whole video before I judge, but it was too emotional. You just kept walking and walking and walking.......BOO to whomever that just won't tell you that you can stop and need to stop
PUNISHMENT: I don't know if there is a punishment for this one. Maybe just have you sit in a room and have to listen to your own voice, with out the edits and help. And hour should change your life LOL
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