Problems.....lmao

1. Mobile blogging is not working. I have registered twice, I get the confirmation, and then when I try I get a lovely text telling me my device is not registered............

2. I love the American Idol game on Wii...it's the bomb. LEt's me know I can sing....I really can't but tell me why I always get above Gold Status!

3. Houston Heat, means less time my puppy is outside....less time I can read outside.....less time I can let my skin get touched by the sun.

4. Cocoa Butter aint working like it used to.

5. People who lie about their age, as if it would affect how I would treat them.

THat is ALl.......

~~~~~my mom has been nicer lately, good times

6. PETA tripping on Obama for killing an annoying fly. I am not a huge Obama supporter, but who hasn't killed a fly. ANd how come this is a problem in 2009, the killing of flies.....PETA do better. ANd this is why they have to do outlandish things to gain support and attention.

7. I can't stand BET for giving TI and Lil Wayne baby momma tv shows. There is someone more interesting, has to be. Bring back the old members of Making The Band, that was entertaining, especially Dylan.

8. Twitter....there is no point. ITs a whole website derived from one application off of facebook, the "status" application. And then people convince I should be on twitter, how great it is, better than facebook, but yet.....they are still on facebook, connecting their twitter to facebook. I mean I think its a bit sad when people are begging for more followers, like they are saying "please pay attention to me, make me feel special about the insignificant things I do in my life."

Soo...mobile blogging

I am going to start mobile blogging. I think it's healthy I do such lol.

First off.......dating is clearly only for entertainment this year. I should not expect anything to come out of any prospects expect good stories to tell, laughter and blog material. But I will say it does ease up the tension that I deal with on a daily basis with my mom......

......and my mom for some reason has eased up the meaness. Don't know what that is about. Alzheimer's is a crazy disease. To see how it can transform someone into someone else is just mind blowing. Just the fact my mom curses trips me out everytime. Especially when she drops the f bomb........

........I have discoverd my passion for cursing is getting out of control........

..............speaking on things getting out of control, like how much I use my phone now. I got a new one, it's called the Eternity. I am forever on the internet, texting, playing games, looking at new applications, looking for music, chatting on aim and messenger (which I have not done in years), mobile banking, now blogging. ANd it gets on MY LAST NERVES WHEN I AM USING MY PHONE AND SOME RANDOM (A MALE) HAS TO EITHER LOOK AT MY PHONE, ASK WHAT KIND OF PHONE IT IS, WHY AM I ON MY PHONE SO MUCH, CAN I GET OFF MY PHONE I AM DISTRACTING THEM, IS THEIR NUMBER IN MY PHONE, CAN THEIR NUMBER BE ENTERED IN MY PHONE, CAN THEY USE MY PHONE, CAN THEY PLAY WITH THE PHONE...........

yep, that's it for now. Oh and another thing....Goodbye, and have a great remainder (got that from someone, but forgot who)

ITs Been A Minute

I haven't been able to share my thoughts, because they just don't make sense to me. A big change has happened in my life. My mom was diagnosed with alzheimers. FInally things make sense, but then opens a door of unanswered questions.

I lost my dad when I was in the 5th grade, and now it's like I'm losing her, just slowly. I can't do anything right, I can't make it better, I just don't know what to do.

I can't imagine what goes thru her mind on a daily basis. How heavy her heart must feel.

I love my mom. I just can't lose her. And I am and I am losing myself slowly.

Today I am writing these words cuz I don't know who to call and tell them to. I don't have the courage to cry to someone, except to the people at the alzheimers support group.